Maranda Michelle Brooks
Hey tumblr guess what I’m doing??? Couldn’t guess, ok ill tell you. I’m crying my eyes out right now:’( why?, o ill explain why…. Ok so there was this girl, I met her 3 months ago. You know what this girl did?? She changed my whole entire life! She changed everything about me! Ive known this girl for 3 months, after a few weeks I decided to ask her out? What did she say YES! Omg when she said yes my mouth turned to a smile, I started running around the house and I was the happiest guy in the world:) having this girl as my girlfriend made me so happy! :D we made it a month, we were so happy, we went 2 months, we were so happy, I sent her flowers, a teddy bear:) I was still the happiest guy in the world!!!! Then 10 weeks came along and me and my girlfriend started fighting more and more:( 11 weeks comes by and we had been fighting everyday for the last week! :( I tried to change things! I tried to stop us from fighting but it always seemed like I just couldn’t say the right thing:( I never could say the right thing to her! She was always getting so angry and so mad at me about the stuff I would say and I didn’t even realize then that what I said was bad, I realize now that everything I did and everything I said were horrible!! I cant believe I treated my girlfriend like this for the past 2 weeks:( I cried do much when I realized what I was doing to her:’( after 11 weeks and 4 days im crying so hard and I’m apologizing so much to her, but it was to late tumblr! She wanted to break up and that night she told me:( it is so hard on me, I’m working thru depression and sadness because of this girl:( some of you people on tumblr probably just say “get over her” “dont cry over some girl” dont be afraid ive heard it all…. Ok to start off, MARANDA MICHELLE BROOKS! <3 I love her so much! She is everything a guy could ever ask for! She is my life, world, love, heart, soul, body, and mind:) I would honestly do anything for her. Im in love with her!! Why do I love maranda so much? Good question ill answer it…. The reason I love MARANDA MICHELLE BROOKS SO MUCH IS BECAUSE WHEN I SEE HER I SMILE, WHEN WE TALK MY HEART SHINES WITH HAPPINESS, WHEN I HURT HER I CRY, WHEN SHE IS IN PAIN I CARE FOR HER, WHEN SHE IS SAD I COMFORT HER, WHEN SHE LEAVES I MISS HER SO MUCH!!!! Saying goodnight is the worst part of the day because she is leaving but its also the best part because I know tomorrow I’m going to wake up and get to restart everything all over again! And I get to have another amazing day talking to my girlfriend :) I got to wake up for 81 days smiling because of her! MARANDA MICHELLE BROOKS<3 I love you so much!! You are the most amazing, gorgous, sexy, beautiful, hot, funny, outgoing, crazy, insane, bipolor, lovable, and fun girl I have ever met in my entire life! Your hair is amazing, your eyes, your lips, your voice, your boobs, your butt, your legs, your hands! Everything about her is absolutely amazing!! MARANDA IS MY DREAM GIRL!! I LOVE HER MORE THEN ANYTHING AND I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING AND CARING ABOUT HER!! <3 I would kill to marry you! I love you so much! Marrying you would be the only way I could be happier then when we are dating:) Listen baby if you read this I have to say…….. I’m so sorry, honestly im so sorry!!!! Im such a dick! I felt like complete shit today and I wasnt thinking right. I wasnt thinking about your feelings and I wasnt thinking about how u were doing. I thought that I was the only person crying today, I didn’t realize that you were crying to. I handled this so wrong. I cried and cried thinking that you were ok with breaking up. I didn’t know what u were feeling. I’m so sorry about that!!!! I didn’t handle this day right at all:( I love you so much!! I can’t even go a second without thinking about you! I litterly thought about you ever second of the day today! I can’t believe I did this to myself:( I ruined our relationship! I have so much love for you baby, and I lost you:( the girl of my dreams, the girl I wanna marry, the girl that means the world to me, the girl that is my heart, life, soul, body and mind…. I LOST HER! :( baby I know this is my fault, I know everything that happened to us happened because of things I did, you never did anything wrong in our relationship baby! You were honestly the perfect girlfriend! And im so depressed that I couldn’t hold on to you any longer:( baby I just want you to know that…. BABY IM IN LOVE WITH YOU<3 YOUR SO PREFECT AND YOUR EVERYTHING! ITS SO HARD IMAGINING MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU BABY:( IM SO SORRY ABOUT HURTING YOU AND I’M SO SORRY ABOUT EVERYTHING I DID! YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS! :(
